1 thing is for sure.. never try to tell a joke or answer one in your dreams.. cause you'll shout out the answer in your sleep and look retarded.
what are you doing now? it feels so strange that you dont ask for me. or talk to me.
maybe my body is resetting.. slept at 3. woke up at 8.. i just cant sleep. like even when i wake up at this time. i'll just lie in bed. too tired to get up. to active to sleep. quite the problem really.
what if you took soo long to decide that i made my own decisions
remember when we use to text each other at this time. it was sneaky to me. in service. stealing a text here and there. meeting for lunch afterwards. shopping.
i wonder. if you love a person. how much are you willing to see the person suffer?
and whats so great about the new year.
im thinking of you. are you?
if you felt this way.. over what i said. over what i did. why didnt you tell me about it? everyday i asked you to tell me whats wrong. i wanted to know what made you tick. if you didnt tell me whats wrong i could only assume that everything i was doing was right.. if you were unhappy. you should have told me.. then at least i can justifiably say its my fault for screwing this up. but now like all those things i did that u didnt like. i really didnt know you didnt. if only you told me... why didnt you? im not blaming all this on you...but if you had told me it would have had made a difference. i would have done something to make things right.
remeber this. you may think you feel lonely when you're alone. but with people does not mean you stop feeling lonely. but right here right now.. i feel alone. and i wish you were here.. i dont want to feel in limbo. i dont want to feel like this. i can neither move nor stay. i just need your answer now. i dont know what is my next move without knowing yours.
but i cant give up. and i want you to stay. come back to me
hi. im thinking of you. call me soon.
i cant stop thinking of you.. if you hadent called me that day i wouldnt have this hopeful feeling.. but at the same time i was so glad you did.. i just wish you followed up... i wonder what tmr will bring.
