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Tuesday, July 24, 2007

well havent really blog in a long time.. well i'm alright of sorts lorzxc.
still feel emo at times.. less often.. but yah.. still emo.
feeling lonely, depressed? nahh just alittle. not suicidal depressed. just feel sad.
but yah.. oh well theres always tmr! ^^
going to keep my head high.. try anyway. haha. gotta stop thinking emo tots haha.
i dont blame her or anything. just miss the times we had. (:
she was great.

love kills slowly 6:34 pm

Saturday, July 21, 2007

i want to commit suicide.. why the fuck are people so selfish. why so inconsiderate.. what did i do to them. why tell me the fucking ending. i dun fucking want to know who died. fuck u all. i hate all of you

love kills slowly 9:13 pm

Monday, July 16, 2007

FOR THE LOVE OF GOD! PLEASE. ZZOMG PLEASE!!! please dun discuss ANYTHING ABOUT
HARRYPOTTER AND THEDEATHLYHALLOWS . anywhere! pls. not in the train to ur frens. not to ur pals at a restarunt. not in school! PLEASE SPARE US ALLITTLE CONCERN!!
pls tell ppl to not speak so loudly about it. its a sensi topic. pls pls. be alittle courteous. share the lvoe by not telling anybody about the book. for gods sake. if u like it talk to ur fren privately. and privately in the sense of 2 ppl alone with nobody having a chance to over hear u..

i sense tt with the imminent approach of the book. shudders. ppl will start going mad. mainly me. if i hear a whimp of harrypotter. i'll scream i swear. i'll lose my mind. pls dun say anything about the book. dun go ZZOMG HU AND HU DIED. I DUN FUCKING WANT TO KNOW FROM YOU. I WANT TO READ THE BOOK AND SCREAM AND CRY!
pls. i beg. i hovel. pls. dun. dont do this to me.

so to all ur prebookers. pls dun dundun tell anybody about the book. pls spread to ppl this little message of love.

i predict a terrible nxt week.. *shudders*
cant wait to read it myself..

love kills slowly 5:27 pm

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

i may be giving bass lessons. so if im giving i rather have a group.. easier on me cause i dun have much time. pls let me know by latest 20th if anybody is intersted.

it'll most likely be on sat mornings. def before 12. at my place. in simei. so consider tt first. weekdays are reallly hard cause i got sch till 4 for most days. and rugby on wed and fri till 8ish. so weekdays are out. alternatively sunday afternoons.. from roughly 2.
other times are a no go.

so far i dun think i'll be charging. but if there is.. well we'll discuss tt along the way.
dun have to own a guitar. no need for pior skills.

for me i have been playing the bass since sec2.. which means.. a good 5 yrs at least. got band experience. chapel experience.

love kills slowly 9:49 pm

Sunday, July 08, 2007

OMG THANK YOU GUYS FOR THE WONDERFUL TIME!!!
love you all for the time. it was great ((:
it was proally one of the brighter days i have had in a long time hahahaha.
thank you all soo much!!!! (((:
hugs hugs!!

love kills slowly 9:58 pm

Saturday, July 07, 2007

Harry Potter! Harry Potter! *chant* *chant* cant wait to read/watch the book/movie!! woots

today went to the beach at sentosa.. took the new monorail which was quite cool.. den head on down to tanjong beach to play and talk and eat hotdog! lol overall was fun. too bad my phone died.. sigh. but hahaha. i have to go again nxt time..

love kills slowly 6:14 pm

Thursday, July 05, 2007

x number of things about me.

i'm an affirmative words person
i'm a physical touch person.

which means that words affect me easily, and a physical touch, eg a hug, pat on the back etcetc. works wonders on me. the words too same thing. a praise or somehting.
but the opposite is true.. if u say negative things to me i get affected easily. which oso means i at times inteprate words and their meanings wrongly or too much. perceive negative meanings which arent there. so watch out.

i actually wanted to put mroe.. but they slipped from my mind. i'll edit this post or write a new one soon.. feeling unhappy, grumpy, upset, angsty, and a smattering of negative feelings.
welcome to my life..

More things about me! edit:
i like the colours
yellow and red! my two fav colours.

love kills slowly 10:47 pm

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

since i havent been having much to blog about. except taht i have been havin no schs or short times the whole time.. so i damn sian.. ok anyway!!

i want to talk to you all about LIVE EARTH
the whole all actress appearing like they dun have a top on thing on chn5. thats the one.
and the rest of the world too.
live earth is a huge ass concert staring plenty of stars who will sing their hearts out for 24 hrs. it would have been more intersting to just have one to sing all the way. and part of the thrill would be him trying to endure for 24hrs LOL.
so their plan of 24 hr singing and dancing and wearing of skimpy clothes is to promote awareness of the environment. lies i say.

you see the whole idea of performing 24hrs to promote awarness is flawed. firstly u are spending a way lot more compared to lets say an advertisment. or wat peta does, having naked women holding a banner. brings about lots of news coverage, lots of awarness. ^^ haha
u see since they have many many many venues all around the world rite.
they would need (stage,stagecrew,vid,sound,everythingcrew,lights,smoke,amps,amps,amps,amps,amps,miscitems)
mulitplied by manymanymany vennues .
wat u get? LOTS AND LOTS OF ENERGY GOING TO WASTE.
conserve my left butt cheek.

furthermore since its a concert thingy rite. lots of angsty youths will be there jumping shouting moshing. yada yada. they need lots of food and water because of the heavy activites they are doing. coupled with heavy respiration, they are actually producing more than normal carbon dioxide, methane, and other harmful gasses..

all in all the energy output of a thousand amps, plus emissions of gases results in more energy going to waste. tt is just on the day itself. howbout the setting up of the stage and all? the heavy machineary? shipping? the workers? all this add up man. they are actually killing the environment more than anything..

if they wanted a conserve teh environment thing. they should ask ppl to sit on their asses at home. in a dim and cool place. this way they are minimising energy output. and for the really bad asses they can turn on the lights and read a book. this way we are really minimising energy lost. everybody should be at home. so it would be a global holiday den our energy out put will be UBER Low.!

so this 7/7/7 for heavens sake pls dun support live earth. dun wear green. wear anti-green. just do things normally. cause wat u're doing normally is actually better than doing something stupidly special like live earth. noobs.