why call on me when u dun want to be with me? i look at my life at times and i still havent met anyone new who cld make me feel secure about them. maybe sometiems things just arent meant to be.
i still stick to my guns that i think im not that bad a catch. oh well just got to move on? make more friends.
i need to analyse my goals aims expectations. what do i want. a fling. a long term relationship? i guess i just miss the feeling of being in love. in a proper 2 way relationship.
luckily i had a good experience once. and some ppl live their whole lives without even that one single kiss that tells them that the 2 of them are apart from the world. in a different dimesion, in another reality.
thankful i should be, grateful i should be. but i want more.
