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Thursday, December 28, 2006

To my dearest

Cheryl, thank you for all the times we had. thank you for listening to me emo.. lol. i know that the up coming school term is going to be crazy for the both of us. it all seems so uncertain. new school. new people. new enviornment. but luckily theres you. you'll be the pillar in the everchanging surroundings. the constant amoungst the variables. i love you darling. i'll try to keep it low. i wont do anything stupid. i really hope nothing goes wrong. that the teachers wont rat on us. i really hope this can and will work out. i know life is uncertain but i really hope to spend it with you. thank you for spending christmas wtih me. now i've got the new year to look forward too. ((:
i love you for everything you've done. and been doing. i miss you. kisses.

love kills slowly 3:44 pm

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Our first christmas :)

I said we would have spent christmas together and we did. :) This is our first but definitely not the last!

24th dec: barry spent christmas eve at home and i called him at 11.19pm. Then i said we couldnt be there physically so we decided to do the countdown on the phone. Ok, i know I'm sick when i wanted him to say "baby, be mine this christmas." and i really made him say that at 12.00am. HAHA. and i made him sing winter wonderland, frosty the snowman and silent night over and over again. HAHA. then he came over and i made him try all the T-shirts and we went chilling. Well, it wasnt a va-va-voom sort of christmas but at least we spent it together happily :)
after that he had to go home and after one emo talk, it was back to being crazy us again :)
OH AND HE DECIDED TO CALL ME A NOOB JUST BECAUSE I CHANGED GEARS TOO FAST IN MY PSP GAME :( pls la, dont act pro leh. well, i hoped you had a merry christmas and a crazy new year!!! <3

EEEEEEEEEE. i got same PE as you. WALAO EH, surely disturb me oneee.
ok lets make a pact. DONT DISTURB ME DURING PE and i wont ever laugh at you *hint
DEAL?

love kills slowly 3:00 am

Friday, December 22, 2006

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!!!!1

everybody, i just wanna wish all of you a very barry happy christmas. may all your hopes and dreams come true! may every present u wish to recieve be recieved. may that person you been sending flirty smses to come up to you and say be mine this christmas. and for everyone else, just stay safe and be happy! its christmas!

Cheryl, Merry Christmas! i love you. hope we can meet for christmas. but i haven't found any christmas present for you yet ): i'll get u a super big one.. soon... arrrghh. stress. its ok right? you've got me anyway. you've got a bARRY christmas this year.
which is more special than any christmas present in the world. since you're getting a life size fully fuctional bARRY. he talks he walks and he can make you smile (: and most of all he can say, "Darling, I love you!" isn't that to die for? hohoho. dear i just hope that i can make this christmas the most special one for you. the best you ever had. with many many more to come. I love you Cheryl! ^^
<3

love kills slowly 3:27 pm

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

What happened online

i came online den she went barrrry.. i went cheryl!!!
it was the 11/12/06 9:18:52pm
i was playing cs at that time... lol.
den i stoped to talk to her. dunno why..
lol. den den she ask if she need to slim down.. ?!
nani the fuck..
i said NO.
she said wahh soo confident the no.
lol.
b4 tt she talked about my pic.. and i said i was sexy.. and single and availble.. like why did i say that... retard. she told me she was a figure skater.. and i went PRO. PRO SALUTE. lol and on and on and on..
then i showed her my other guitar pics. she went crazy...
den suddennly i answered her friendster message..
which let to a long... LONG.. conv to explain to her wat i meant..
i explained like 3 times i think
ya den she finally realised dat the 2 things i said had perfectly no link to each other...
make me sweat lor.. keep saying and saying..
den i beg her to come online tmr..
barry: <3
lol.. den we swop numbers so can sms me when she come online
den i called her.. so i no need type my number..
den she picked up and i put down.. ..zz sutpid..
cause i say reflex action. lol.
den i called her at 11:03:00PM
i think.
and we talked.. and we talked and we talked.. till 3.
cause the next morning i was meeting lina..
the next day.. we didnt even bother to msn la... lol.
talked till 5ish.. in the morning.. retarded
dear i love you.. come back soon.

love kills slowly 10:40 am

Friday, December 08, 2006

My dear.

now that you're not here.
my lifes' upside down. i'm lost here without you cheryl.
i need you. come home soon dear.. i miss you.
alot.
you love me so much. that i cant help but wonder how you do it.
what did i give you. what did i ever do to deserve this.
this wonderful love.
this love thats soo great. that its unbelievable.
you loved me when i'm down and out. and you love me when i'm happy.
you love me when theres no reason to.
when any sane person wouldnt approach me with a stick.
how do you love me so much.
you silly girl. you're wasting your time on a person like me.
but i know to you its worth it. and i thank god that you came.
though i may never love you the same way you love me.
i'm willing to give it my all.
to give away everything just to make it work.
i'm willing to give everything and anything.
so that i can protect you. so that i can make this relationship work.
i love you.
you love me in such a special way. that i can never pay you back.
thank you for everything. i dont know how to put wat i feel into words.
i'm going to love you with my all. i know this i wont regret.
i know that you'll love me no matter how much i love you..
cause you got enough love for more than 2.
me u and all the little children =p
lol. how are you in hk?
are you having you dinner now?
or maybe you're out in the night markets.
i just hope you're alright.
issit too cold? you better wear enough..
hows your cold? issit better.. or worst?
i hope it was something that was passing..
are you having fun? you better lor. if not i'll bite you.
dun miss me too much you hear? u better be having fun lor..
if come back i find you did not focus on having fun. you're going to get it from me =p
i wont be too violent =p
anyway deary. i'm here waiting for you.
i'm doing your assignments each day..
though the studying one seems... ZZZ
but i guess i'll do it.. its time i did something useful with my life.
i miss you. i do. sigh.. i just need to find ppl to hang with. do lots of stuff. go out more.
do my assignments. sleep more. play more games. and you'll be back before i knwo it..
damn... i got no life. i need you.
COME BACK SOON... arrrrrr
going to die liao lor...
call me when you read this ya?
cause i miss you.
sigh.. somethings seem so near..
yet some seem like an eternity before it'll come..
like you coming back..
dear i miss your kisses..
i love you. Alot (:

love kills slowly 7:52 pm

Dear.. this IS no ordinary love

This could have been just another day
But instead we're standing here
No need for words it's all been said
In the way you hold me near
I was alone on this journey
You came along to comfort me
Everything I want in life is right here
'Cause

Chorus:
This is not your ordinary
No ordinary love
I was not prepared enough
To fall so deep in love
This is not your ordinary
No ordinary love
You were the first to touch my heart
And everything right again with your extraordinary love

I get so weak when you look at me
I get lost inside your eyes
Sometimes the magic is hard to believe
But you're here before my very eyes
You brought joy to my world
Set me so free
I want you to understand
You're every breath that I breathe

Chorus

From the very first time that we kissed
I knew that I just couldn't let you go at all
From this day on, remember this:
That you're the only one that I adore
Can we make this last forever
This can't be a dream
'Cause it feels so good to me

love kills slowly 7:50 pm

Saturday, December 02, 2006

Because you loved me

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through
Through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith cos' you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love
I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I dont know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when i couldn't reach
You gave me faith cos' you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when i couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith cos' you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

Thank you for loving me.