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Saturday, February 23, 2008

worldofpain

ok monday had pe. ithink cause i nver warm up..
my body couldnt take it. and my shin started to hurt alittle.
after that had rugby training. somehow it didnt hurt as much.
seriously think its cause of the lack of warm ups.
wed had rugby. train train train.
my shin started to hurt.
thur had pe. this time my shin really hurt really bad.
it was as bad as last year or even worst. could barely walk?
so really unbearable.
on friday in the morning.
pop 2 pills. in the morning went i reached school.
just the little walk from the mrt to the busstop to school hurt quite badly.
forogt they made one sleepy and slept in poa..
den rugby. before it started i ate 2.
den when it started like for half an hour i took antoher.
the pain was omg.
realy really terrible.
couldnt believe how painful it was. took forever before teh pills took effect.
den i could play fully.
(even when it hurt i still played)
than later i think i injured my back in the line out.
carried wrongly. lol.
but after a while i got abck in again.
tackle like mad. lol
took a shoulder to my neck though..
hit my injured shoulder abit too hard for one tackle.
basically my neck and shoulders are strained.
very sore. my thighs and shins hurt as hell.
oh yah i got a hard knock in the ribs.
tt one i scared internal
but so far no bruise...
but when i move my body about it hurts
and yah. without painkillers teh pain is not manageable at all.
with them i still can..
barely.
ow

love kills slowly 4:45 pm

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

zzz

super tired.
last few nights cant really sleep well. keep waking up in teh middle of the night.
in fact keep waking up at 2.... again.
been having this problem for bout 4 years? wait 5 already.
every now and than i keep waking up at 2 in the morning.
our wake up check teh clock and go back to sleep.
more often than not i'll look at my phone.
but recently been waking up more than once.
cant sleep.
one night its too cold.
the next its too hot.
actually its teh other way round. sunday night was too hot.
woke up adjust the air con set to pwer mode. an hour later set to pwer mode again.
mon night was cold. just so cold. toss and turn under the blanket.

wonder wat tonight will bring.
zzz tired

edit:
ok last night slept realllllly goood.
wha felt like a baby. except for the fact i twitched off the bed at round three.
and woke up by reflex round 6.
i still felt damn good.
woke up round 11ish.
BUT all good things nver last.
i think i'm falling sick. coming down with the flu.
pop some Vitamin C.
take lots of water.
but.... i got a stomach problem now.. pause need to visit toilet.
i'll let you guys figure out the details to that one.
zz

love kills slowly 9:55 pm

yeah

Ok this sat theres a rugby match
MI alumni
vs
NYJC alumni

and my captain ask me to go take part.
SO YESSSSSSS I CANN PLAY RUGBBYYYY

sorry to all those who ask me not to play... =p

btw somethings wrong with my ankle..
abit... painful....

OK SEE U ALL SOON.
woots rugby

love kills slowly 12:42 pm

Sunday, February 10, 2008

siao liao

ok this week got commontest.
monday GP MOB
tuesday ECONS
wed BREAK
thur POA
friday BREAK

btw my right rib. lower rib. hurts. ever since the match tt time.
i thought it was just a stitch
but till now still pain whne i poke it..
i scared internal injury/ broken rib.
zz. but no obvious lumps or bumps or bruises.
oh well we'll see how after commontest week.
cherrio

love kills slowly 1:21 pm

Sunday, February 03, 2008

injury update & anger at the team

ok heres an update.
on wed we played a match against JJC.
i wont go into the specifics. the team improved but.. theres still alot of undesireables.
we had lesser ppl turning up compared to the other team. it was shameful.
all asked for match but dun turn up.
so i played. gave my all.
played finish first half. den 8 mins into the 2nd i had a major cramp in my left leg.
so i was out. kept myself warm. kept bugging the coach.
and i got in again. i couldnt let my team down this way.
it just wasnt me.
disgusted by the team. nobody wanted to run for water. or for medic.
inthe end a touch rugby girl.. did teh water... and she had an injured knee.
i went to do the water after i got out of the match cause of the cramp.
she shouldnt have been the one doing all of that..
anyway got back in. played winger. lol. it was for a while only. so yeah nothing much
apart from the fact tt i tot that this would be the first match i played without getting my head knocked. but too bad. got knocked near the end. knocked the back of my head.
so yeah bascially tts all.
next day. the injuries started to show.
my cramp wouldnt go away. till now it still hruts alittle.
i got a bruise on my shin. which i rubbed away by sat.
my right knee cannot exert pressure at angles. but tt was done by sat too.
my shin got more injured on fri.
chest couldnt expend properly. cause of lack of exercise i think.
right arm cant carry heavey weights. due to exercision.
but apart from all of that i'm a okay.
so yeah. thursday.

thrusday had PE.
and i joined the intense group. sprints for 7 min.
wheelbarrow. stuffs.
after that according to ppl. was shivering.
looked like was crying.
but just felt terrible la.
overexertion. wanted to vomit tts all.
tts why loook like tt.

friday had rugby training.
FUCK those unpassionate teammates.
i'm a walking train wreck vicitm. quote from a friend.
and yet i still go. and train.
how i managed to run and all tt? just warmup lor.
same for thur too. i just warmed up and sucked it in.
so thur had a pathetic turn up of 8 people.
all the rest didnt come.
i really was upset. really angry at those people.
i love the game and all. but this ppl make all my efforts not worth my time.
i place my body on the line. bleed for them.
and they cant even turn up for training.
ridiculious. and they call themselves rugby b0ys.
i really understand why last year we had a senior who suddennly left.
its not becasue we kept losing tts why he left. its beacuse of the attitude.
not one of them puts their heart into the game.

i really feel upset and pissed off regarding the team.
and it makes me want to quit. but i shall perservere and stick around alittle mroe.
see how it goes.
they better buck up.
they arent deserving of the tittle rugby boys.
bunch of pansys most of them.
we lose not because we suck.. but because there is no love.
no love for the game.
for the team
for each other.
no love for the ball
no passion.
we lost because of our lack of passion.
buck up idiots. if not all ur so called effort will be gone to waste
wake up.