Barry's space!

Thursday, August 31, 2006

the secondary school teachers know all about us.
why didnt anybody tell me.
how did they know..

love kills slowly 6:57 pm

Creative DiVi CAM 516
should i get that?
is that good?
dosent sound too bad to me.

love kills slowly 6:56 pm

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

lol that picture of tt monster.
whatever that is..
it reminds me...
of a JARKOVASAR..
courtsy of southpark..
damn ugly scary shit.
if u watched the show..
omg damn scary.
esp the part where she gives birth..
lol on part damn funny.

will u keep it quiet! [whispers]
OK
shhhh!![hushed whispers]
I AM KEEPING QUIET!

LOL
oh and jo. says moshi moshi.

moshi moshi ano ne,
ano ne ano ne,
moshi moshi ano ne,
aso deska

love kills slowly 10:22 pm

what do i do?
what do i do when i'm alone?
what can i do?
what should i do?
to leave or not to leave?
to wait or not to wait?
was whatever we had real?
or was it an elaborate joke?
i really need to know.
i need closure...
so many questions.
so little answers.
really want everything i felt to be real.
but i'm lost.
i need TRUTH

love kills slowly 1:46 am

thanks for the full stop.
i'm ending this.
i dont want anything back.
no more.
games over.
i'm finding some1 new.

love kills slowly 1:11 am

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

how do you let go?
how do you pretend that nothing happens?
how do you stay happy?
why do people keep wanting to love, knowing it hurts?
why?how?

somethings i'll never know.
why?
love? thats like a poison that gives me a high.
than throws me on the rocks to rot.
the seagulls come clawing at my chest.
the salt stinging my wounds.
burning my eyes.
soon i dont see.
soon i dont hear cause all i hear is the crash of the waves.
the screams of the gulls.
the ringing in my ears.

so what if people say i'm nice.
will that bring you back?
why did you go?
freedom? carefree? commitments? responsibilities?
huh?
i'm not doing this because of you.
i'm just lost.
sorry if you read this.

the words are just coming out.
i'm not writing this with any intentions.
i'm just lost.

how do you get over the love of you life?
exams? how do you study for somthing which comes in less than 3 weeks?
2 maybe..
i think my life is ending.

today i saw my life flash past.
or sumthing flash past anyway.
this van was passing.
than i thought it passed already than i walk forward.
like can feel the wind against my face.
suddenly everything stopped.
all emotions. all pain. all feelings. all thoughts.
come to think of it.
that didnt feel to bad.

so what if i'm nice.
so? shoot me.
tears sting...

love kills slowly 11:08 pm

Monday, August 28, 2006

birthday boy

thank you all.
i realise i got such great friends after all.
many whom i thought wouldnt wish me , did.
some whom i thought would didnt.
oh wells.
i've got all of you.
thank you all.

i've gotten over it.. i think.
i wont be sad.
i'll be happy. and i'll wait for you. for as long as it takes.

well i went to the sinseh.
bandaged my left wrist and my right foot.
i cut my right index finger.
which means that i can barely bathe myself.
or change for that matter.
i cant type too well.
but i'm doing fine.

thank you.
to everybody who was here for me.
and to those who werent thank you for being my friend anyhow.

i admit.. i got awsome friends.
i love you.. all of you. especially you.
i love ____ (:

love kills slowly 6:20 pm

Sunday, August 27, 2006

hate

i hate this birthday.
i'm ruingin it for my friends and family.
i hate this.
i hate myself.

love kills slowly 9:39 pm

sorry

it was my fault. i wasnt understanding enough. i didnt trust you enough. i kept hurting you. it was my fault. its all my fault. i love you. but it was all my fault. i didnt take care of you properly. i never trusted you. i never treasured you. i was not good enough. i should have let you have more time. your friends were important. i never trusted you. it was my fault. im sorry. i love you. i'll never be able to find someone else. you were the only one.

love kills slowly 8:45 pm

Thursday, August 24, 2006

Exams

guys. my promos are in abt a month.
less than that actually.
tell me you love me.
and gimme encouragment.
i'm going to need alot of both...alot..
i'm tired.. really tired..
and its not that i'm sleepy.
its just that i'm drained emotionally and mentally.
stress... at last i start feeling it...haaa
sigh.
trying to be more positive.
cause a positive mind is good.
i'm doing lots of exercise.
to fight off the tiredness.
help me guys.
need your love to pull through.
thanks all.

love kills slowly 8:27 pm

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

Guitar lessons.

our highly succesful guitarist.
james lye.
is having lessons.
guitarist from any level may apply.
charges are around $20/hr for 4 lessons. only during the weekends.
i have no idea what that means.
but ya.
lead classic chorus acoustic guitar players may apply.
air guitar please apply with me. lol
bass guitar lessons. lol
finding a place is hard but if you ask me i'll find something.

a star is you!

love kills slowly 9:02 pm

Rugby

Rugby is the uber-est sport ever.
its highly addictive.
and its the only time you can be free (:P
ooOOooO cute smiley.
so anyhow.
today had rugby.
ran about.
fall down alot.
knock people.
scream.
knock more people.
pain.
scratches.
but super fun!
girls like rugby guys =p lol.

BEEN A HAPPY DAY.(:

love kills slowly 8:56 pm

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

ArtTapestry DVD

ATTENTION PEOPLE

guys please tell me if you want a copy of a the dvd.
i need to know before i buy the dvds.
if there arent enough people.
i wont burn it.
please people i need your response.

and thats you (:

i'm happy

love kills slowly 5:32 pm

Saturday, August 12, 2006

help me guys.

i made a promise to the most important person in my life.

i made a promise of happiness.

all of you. please help me keep this promise.

if you ever see me unhappy. remind me to keep this promise.

i'm happy. i really am.

thank you for this moment
i gotta say how beautiful you are
of all the hopes and dreams i could have prayed for
here you are

if i could have one dance forever
i would take you by the hand
tonights it you and i together
im so glad im your man

and if i lived a thousand years you know i could never explain
the way i lost my heart to you that day
but if destiny decided i should look the other way
then the world would never know the greatest story ever told

did i tell you that i love you tonight?

i dont hear the music
when im lookin in your eyes
but i feel the rhythm of your body
close to mine

its the way we touch that sends me
the way well always be
your kiss your pretty smile you know i'd die for
oh baby, your all i need

if i lived a thousand years you know i could never explain
the way i lost my heart to you that day
but if destiny decided i should look the other way
then the world would never know the greatest story ever told

and did i tell you that i love you?
just how much i really need you?
did i tell you that i love you tonight?

and if i lived a thousand years you know i could never explain
the way i lost my heart to you that day
but if destiny decided i should look the other way
then the world would never know the greatest story ever told

and did i tell you that i love you?
just how much i really need you?

did i tell you that i love you tonight.

love kills slowly 5:21 pm

Friday, August 11, 2006

Rice Matters!

ni chi fan le mah?

actually i kinda miss rice matters..
the wonderful times spent with you.
we were as happy as can be.
even though i didnt like going.
your smiles made everything worth it.

to you,
cast of rice matters

thanks for allowing me to be a part of your live's. (think i spelt lifes wrong...)
i miss you..

love kills slowly 11:34 pm

joanne's blog pic.

it says mary had a little lamb.
HAD

love kills slowly 10:29 pm

Thursday, August 10, 2006

Birthday boy is me

28th aug

love kills slowly 9:33 pm

fear for my life

... my church class. dey want to bring me to night safari to be eaten on the 19th.
i scared. so i'm going to thank all of you for being my friends.
cause i really love you guys.
even if i dun show it.. ):
i love you all..
sorry feeling emo today..

love kills slowly 9:24 pm

ArtTapestry UPDATE

hey guys videos out.
its a Gig big.
so gotta burn it in a dvd.
if you want it gotta pay a buck each.
real sorry ya.

love kills slowly 2:28 pm

Sunday, August 06, 2006

Bass Lessons

ok i've decided.
if you guys want a non-professional bass teacher
thats me.
been playing for 3 years?
around there.
will teach you all some basic stuff.
got anything specfic you want to learn tell me will try
to get material for you.
oh ya.
its pay as you wish.
(means pay if you want dont pay if you dont want)
you dun have to have any equipment on you.
just let me know.
tag if you want lessons.
a star is you