funny how things can just change like that. in just a week. in just a day. in just a moment. i been trying to wrap my head around this. trying to get a grip. trying to see if i can come to terms.and i thought.. perhaps it was because i was still... could i? could i really be still... no i dont know.. i'm not sure anymore.
i pray for you everyday. for your health. in body and spirit and mind. pray that you'll be able to see clearly. and make the choice for yourself.
i pray that mercy and grace be upon him. that there may be something left in him that can be saved.
i pray for your family. that they have the strength to pull through. no parent or family should have to see a member of their unit go through such... pain.
every morning. every night. every day.
i look for my own purpose. my reason. my meaning.
let me go father.
