what am i supposed to do? help me. save me. i really dont know what to do. i got no where to run. no one to talk to. this time i'm really in trouble. God help me. i'm really in trouble.
i thought i could save you.
what
i dont know what else is there
i cant save you one more time.
not now. not ever.
WHAT IS THERE TO DO NOW
i'm lost
incoherence
i'm hungry and i'm not. i feel tired and i cant sleep. i cant remember things that i said. i cant remember to do the things i wanted to do. i stare at my screen. and than what. i want to write but i cant. i want to read but its not drawing me. i want to be out with people but i cant. i want to feel but all i feel is you. this is crazy.
i dont know what to do. angels of heaven save me before the demons take me.
help somebody help me
where is my output. my escape. none left. no rugby. no music. no games. fuck me. i cant even drink if i wanted to. cant smoke if i wanted to. cant do shit. cant take drugs. cant take my life. cant anything.
