no more facebook. no tweeter. nothing. i only got you now blogger.. you always were here for me... through every single one of those heartbreaks. except now i wish it were so simple. if only it were a plain ole heartbreak. i dont know how to fly. i dont know how to soar. i dont know how to live again. i dont feel sad? i dont know i just dont know how to feel after such an experience. only ky jacq cheryl zie knows. so barry please dont tell anybody else. this part of you will be deleted from your life. slowly. but i must nevernever
never
ever
never get with this girl.
the poison will rot out my soul and corrupt my whole being.
i cannot think of her or deal with her family. its too much baggage for me to deal with.
sorry aunty. sorry uncle. sorry da jie. sorry da jie fu. sorry bro. sorry my little sis.
i pray for your health and your happiness. and your future.
i pray for God's graciousness to fall upon you. i will never be in a position to judge if you the killer of her soul are a bastard but please O Lord give him grace. and be merciful on his soul.
i dont know how to move on from this
