Wednesday, May 23, 2007
haha i'm listening to my Avril Lavigne, Let GO cd.. lol. i rather be anything but ordinary pls..
sounds nice ey? lol. sigh. well i've been thinking. cause wehn u emo u think alot..
i need to love myself more.. i have super low self esteem now. very unsure of myself. like every step i'm waverying.. sigh. cant spell too. i feel useless. i need to be positive.. hmmm avril's old album damn emo sia.. i owe alot of ppl lots of things.. i've been taking people for granted? i havent said hi to friends who cared. and i just left everybody around me.. around? just hanging.. i need to get a hold of myself. i cant keep losing stuff.. i've lost my love. lost myself. i cant lose stuff anymore. my studies.. my friends.. sigh. guys. its not that i dun believe in friends. i just dun want to hurt any of you or burden any one of you any further than i have. i just want to be held.. hugged. patted on the back. loved... sigh. i havent been blogging cause i dun wanna show that i'm emoing.. i want to try to get better.. so it ended up as me not blogging =p. haha. sigh. i need to be more firm? i need something.. sigh. =/ hold me and tell me everything will be alright. pls?
love kills slowly 7:01 pm
