Wednesday, January 07, 2009
it was another depressing day. the moodiness may have subsided at times but it was generally around. hanging around me. clinging on to me. maybe i'm spending too much time at home. but what to do.. i'm bored to hell. sitting at home staring at my screen staring back at me. it dosent get better at all. it just gets worst and worst. i loathe to admit it but i may be depressed. and its not helping. samw suggested that perhaps i couldnt let go of the things here. tahts why i feel this way. shes probably right. but let go of what i do not know. people? time? relationships? uncertain. always a blank. maybe claire's right. i think too much. chances are i really am thinking too much. but at the same time what am i thinking of? i feel like i'm losing it. i need to get out.
love kills slowly 11:27 pm
