Wednesday, April 04, 2007
HOKAY
ok i'm not going to dwell on all the shit that happned recently. cause it just makes me bitter. REALLY BITTER. lol so i just gotta let go. letting go i admit is not the most easiest thing to do. but i believe i'm making a step in the right direction. [fingers crossed] PLEASE LET THIS BE RIGHT!
lol. i'm going to be alright. soon. now. better now. rarrrr. lol. anyway i needa rest more. i'm getting so fatigued to the extent that when i lie down and sleep i get giddy. and today in school again. when i slept in econs class.[OOPS] i felt soooo giddy. like i was in a scrum that was unstable. so i was super giddy. i really hope its nothing. the team needs me. at least for tmrs match ^^ we can do this TITANS. we can do this. jsut gotta have abit more confidence in urself.. not like anyone of u will read this. its just for me i guess. so anyway. i've been told by the sweet little lady who helped me do this blog skin that i got a great blogging technique. LOL. something i never thought off.. she says the way i write is soo.. [] feel up the space urself. i dunno a better word. anyway i just need to let it all go. right out the window. hahha yes its from a song. so i want to thank deb for waking me up this morning. and helping me research stuff for my pw. =p LOL. dunno how she do it. i think its a girl thing. dunno what she searched for. so fast find it. and i just realised that this person is not as unique in the sense that i 'm not the only person who thought of her. yes its a her. so nobody can say i'm feminist ahaha. ok la i better go sleep if not i cannot tahan tmr. oh wells. if u do read this. all i want is to just say hi. u have no idea how much. seeing u around just made me wanna say hi. (: bye bye ((:
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