Saturday, February 17, 2007
New Years Eve.
a new year, a new day, a new me.
well i have to move on some day.. why not today.. its fun wallowing in selfpity. but i gotta get out of it someday.. (: so yes i will do it today. i'm fine. super fine! (: getting out will hurt but well all good things come with sacrifice and pain and suffering and all the bad little things.. but the rewards will be great (: i dun really know.. but i can guess.. it better be good.. growls. so i hope all of you have a happy chinese new year.. and cheryl please take care of yourself! ^^ so i've decided to get on with life. face the facts. and try and enjoy all the food. i seriously think i'm alright. well for the moment anyway. i feel great. i dont think i feel empty. but you never know these things. but i'll do my best, not to pretend to be happy.. but to be happy. sigh~ (: its time to stop asking questions. its time to be a man. its time to just laugh at everything and say its an experience to remember. i enjoyed the journey. i enjoyed the moments. i enjoyed everything. i hope to see some improvement in me.. ^^
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