Sunday, August 12, 2007
omg.. i'm going to stay back in sch every day till 8 to study. sighz
that roughly amounts to 3 hours aday.
than sat i'll be joining stannly and cass to study at nlb..
i hate studying at libs.. no nice worz.
jia lat arh.. i thinkk i die liao worz..
and its like if my this yr a lvl papers fail. i nxt yr cant retake them.. so i dunno how.
if i fail my h1 contrasting math subject.. wat will happen tome?
wat if chinese fail???!!!
wathat if my PW FAIL?!!! omfg..
cut my throat hang me upside down. pls dun let tt happen... omg omg omg
zomg. studies have nver been this much of a concern to me.. i jsut hope i remain this afraid.
den i can continueously zealously study.
omg i need no life!!!! i need to have NO LIFE!!!
with no life i can study non stop.
when i study non stop i can pass!!
omg i need to beable to study non stop.
come on barry pls start..
tomorrow..
sigh. ok so this national day week. i had a dose of trouble. lots of fun. and a bit of stress.
just nice.
so i was caught wearing red shoes on tuesday. so i told the teacher national day week.
he scold me sia. den want to bring me to dm.
HENG THE DM BZ. den he say find him after pe
so after PE i borrow my fren shoe. den he let me go.
so yah....
den wed nite went to
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stuff i cant tell u all. cause if parents ever find out. siao lol. its not tt bad la.
den go shauns house.
thursday from shauns place went to barn's place for korean hot pot.
damn nice. his parents good host. after tt went home round 12.
watch troy.
friday went to meet jocey at 1. had choc. met johnathan. took 1hr bus ride to RP
den wait for marie. saw deb deb there.
den we had dinner at the lobster restaruant. didnt order lobster.
so from there we went to NITE SAFARI again. damn cool.
went home round 12 i guess.
sat slack at home cant rmb do wat. lvled.
took forevr to lvl lor.. sian. zzz.
den sunday go church. den go meet claire dar eric to send steph off.
from there eric went home do proj. i left them go home slack. dey go ikea.
and now i'm here. i definitely played my fair share this holiday.
so i got no reason to use the computer to play anymore this coming week..
pls keep me motivated. fear works.
threat works. violence works too..
incentives defintely. but yah.. i think
ruthless violence works better.
i need to do well. if i dun pass the half of my a lvl papers this yr
i cant retake nxt yr..
i dnno why oso.. but tts the rule
so if i fail. i'm screwed. somebody hep meh...
help meh sumbodie!
study barry
barry study
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