Saturday, February 03, 2007
How do i live without you
Dear.. i'm sorry. i said i was studying. but i cannot. i know its a weakness on my part. but i really cant find the discipline to study. my mind is not here. i know it'll make you so happy to know i have been studying. but i just cannot find that urge to. sorry if i gave you stress before. i wont be so demanding anymore. (: dear this is not an apology post for something i did. its just that i feel kinda emo. i'm not affected by not being able to see you today. serious! i just need to let out some stress. from god knows what than i'll be back to studying. cheryl i miss you alot. so close yet so far. you're in tampines arent you. sigh. anyway thank you for everything you've given me sweetiepie. thank you for telling me how important to you. sigh. i feel so lost without you. common test is next week dear. please please do well. make me proud. i really should study. than i can show my parents that you are a blessing to me. that you will make me a better person and you already have. ok i have to study. i have to. right now. i love you cheryl. <3. i know i'm not supposed to say it so much but.. ya... valentines is round the corner. i havent bought the stuff i need. i'm glad i got you. you give me strength. encourage me laopo... i need encouragement now.. i miss you. but i'll be seeing you soon (: so i'm not sad. and dont worry i know we will have lots of time together in the future. i just gotta have some patience. thank you for being mine. lol.. my first valentine with a loved one. (: our third month together is round the corner. we still got a long way to go.. lol. dear. tell me you need me one more time. kisses. study hard for exams. darl.. dont be stressed about anything; friends, family, positions in school, me.. dont be stress about all this. cause you know through it all i'll be standing next to you. fighting the good fight. and in the end we'll grow old together. i love you.
love kills slowly 2:28 pm
