Saturday, September 02, 2006
why am i so useless.
it should have been a sweet goodbye.
wasnt that what we used to say?
why issint it the same.
how am supposed to live without you.
since i've been loving you for so long..
i thought i could live on your love.
i thought wrong.
who to believe?
the masses?
or love?
if only you'll explain everything to me.
if only you'll tell me everything i need to know.
i want to know.
but i dont know what i want to know.
cause whenever i'm with you.
everything seems so right.
why am i so useless?
just a few setbacks in life and i'm like that.
guess you're right.
maybe i'm not meant to be the one.
i want to forget.
but i cant. and i dont want too.
its all i have.
memories.
dont take them away.
if i dont have anything left.
than whats there to live for.
already now there seems to be little to live for.
life? love?
how do you move on?
how do you forget.
some say you never do.
you can never forget.
you just have to move on.
it hurts. it sucks.
i remember telling people.
break up? well go stew in your own soup.
feel sorry for yourself.
feel sad.
than get out of it.
well now i know.
i remember all those people.
asking me, for advice.
well i need advice.
i need help.
but even with all the advice.
it dosent help if i dont want to listen to them.
i dont want to believe in whatever anybody says.
i want to believe in you.
i want to believe that we were in love.
i just want to be with you.
i want to be back with you.
i love you.
somebody, anybody, come down and save me.
somebody come and save this lost sheep.
she was my angel.
heal me, i'm heart-sick.
i can never forget.
i cant sleep.
i cant live like this.
i want you.
how much i want you.
every tear that drops from my eye.
takes alittle bit of the pain away.
but it just keeps coming back.
i want to let it out.
but i cant.
i.. i want to cry.
love kills slowly 6:30 pm
