Tuesday, August 29, 2006
how do you let go?
how do you pretend that nothing happens?
how do you stay happy?
why do people keep wanting to love, knowing it hurts?
why?how?
somethings i'll never know.
why?
love? thats like a poison that gives me a high.
than throws me on the rocks to rot.
the seagulls come clawing at my chest.
the salt stinging my wounds.
burning my eyes.
soon i dont see.
soon i dont hear cause all i hear is the crash of the waves.
the screams of the gulls.
the ringing in my ears.
so what if people say i'm nice.
will that bring you back?
why did you go?
freedom? carefree? commitments? responsibilities?
huh?
i'm not doing this because of you.
i'm just lost.
sorry if you read this.
the words are just coming out.
i'm not writing this with any intentions.
i'm just lost.
how do you get over the love of you life?
exams? how do you study for somthing which comes in less than 3 weeks?
2 maybe..
i think my life is ending.
today i saw my life flash past.
or sumthing flash past anyway.
this van was passing.
than i thought it passed already than i walk forward.
like can feel the wind against my face.
suddenly everything stopped.
all emotions. all pain. all feelings. all thoughts.
come to think of it.
that didnt feel to bad.
so what if i'm nice.
so? shoot me.
tears sting...
love kills slowly 11:08 pm
