Sunday, February 03, 2008
injury update & anger at the team
ok heres an update.
on wed we played a match against JJC.
i wont go into the specifics. the team improved but.. theres still alot of undesireables.
we had lesser ppl turning up compared to the other team. it was shameful.
all asked for match but dun turn up.
so i played. gave my all.
played finish first half. den 8 mins into the 2nd i had a major cramp in my left leg.
so i was out. kept myself warm. kept bugging the coach.
and i got in again. i couldnt let my team down this way.
it just wasnt me.
disgusted by the team. nobody wanted to run for water. or for medic.
inthe end a touch rugby girl.. did teh water... and she had an injured knee.
i went to do the water after i got out of the match cause of the cramp.
she shouldnt have been the one doing all of that..
anyway got back in. played winger. lol. it was for a while only. so yeah nothing much
apart from the fact tt i tot that this would be the first match i played without getting my head knocked. but too bad. got knocked near the end. knocked the back of my head.
so yeah bascially tts all.
next day. the injuries started to show.
my cramp wouldnt go away. till now it still hruts alittle.
i got a bruise on my shin. which i rubbed away by sat.
my right knee cannot exert pressure at angles. but tt was done by sat too.
my shin got more injured on fri.
chest couldnt expend properly. cause of lack of exercise i think.
right arm cant carry heavey weights. due to exercision.
but apart from all of that i'm a okay.
so yeah. thursday.
thrusday had PE.
and i joined the intense group. sprints for 7 min.
wheelbarrow. stuffs.
after that according to ppl. was shivering.
looked like was crying.
but just felt terrible la.
overexertion. wanted to vomit tts all.
tts why loook like tt.
friday had rugby training.
FUCK those unpassionate teammates.
i'm a walking train wreck vicitm. quote from a friend.
and yet i still go. and train.
how i managed to run and all tt? just warmup lor.
same for thur too. i just warmed up and sucked it in.
so thur had a pathetic turn up of 8 people.
all the rest didnt come.
i really was upset. really angry at those people.
i love the game and all. but this ppl make all my efforts not worth my time.
i place my body on the line. bleed for them.
and they cant even turn up for training.
ridiculious. and they call themselves rugby b0ys.
i really understand why last year we had a senior who suddennly left.
its not becasue we kept losing tts why he left. its beacuse of the attitude.
not one of them puts their heart into the game.
i really feel upset and pissed off regarding the team.
and it makes me want to quit. but i shall perservere and stick around alittle mroe.
see how it goes.
they better buck up.
they arent deserving of the tittle rugby boys.
bunch of pansys most of them.
we lose not because we suck.. but because there is no love.
no love for the game.
for the team
for each other.
no love for the ball
no passion.
we lost because of our lack of passion.
buck up idiots. if not all ur so called effort will be gone to waste
wake up.
love kills slowly 3:41 pm
